...

I try not to think.

but he breathes within me,
I feel the rise and fall where my breath used to be,

I feel him brush against my heart,
 a bright red within a kingdom so dark

I try not to give in, 

But he seduces me,

I try in vain not to fall for the daedal dreams,

they swim in front of me like an ocean of purple mist, 

He beckons me to part my lips and taste freedom.

Forbidden as it may seem, the silver tempts me,  

I fall to my knees but he holds me up,

lets me crash into his arms instead,

a blue drop of dew rolls by,

and red velvet kisses it away,

I lay there trying to decide, maybe its not too late,

I push him away but he pulls me in,
in flashes of wine and orange we play,

I want to untangle my fingers but he tightens his grip,

the smooth silk against a bloodied mess,

but he doesn't complain,he turns on his charm instead,

I look into his eyes, entranced,

dark and mysterious, they welcome me,

the rush of blood to my head feels good,

but wait!, when did I fall down to the brown floor?

I question to know his name, 

as i feel the yellow of life fading away,

he comes closer and breathes into my hair,

'I am the angel of death' he says, 

I meet his gaze one last time,

and the colors begin to melt away,

I dissolve into my land of perfection,

deep within my shades of grey. 

A Moment for me..

Let me take a moment out of my life..

and spend it all on me..

not worried if i did the right thing or fumbled yet again

not waiting for someone to come and show me the right way.

Let me discover what i have forgotten,

the best things i have ever done

the last time i stood and took a breath under the sun,

My best idea or my worst nightmare,

let me, for a moment, forget the world tonight,

let me just sit at my window, by myself, and stare.

Let me forget all the judgement and remember my own thoughts

let me forget what i am supposed to do

let me remember something so simple as 'i loved fried eggs for breakfast'

Let me confess my love without inhibitions,

without the boundaries of should and should not.

let me decide my reasons for why 'i do' and why 'i cannot'.

Let me lay down my head for just a minute,

on the bosoms of  wild flowers,

let me walk endlessly no care about time and hours...

Let me run as fast as i can and forget the fear of falling down, 

let me feel the air through my fingers,

.. my heart racing.

Let me dance to my songs,ones that set me free, 

Let me live..let me feel the life within me.

PS: in the pic a wallpaper on my phone that says a lot..